Mar 14 2010

Ahhh AH. I fell down.

Avery Eros Finley

Champ! Hey, how are you?
See, I told you I wouldn’t leave you hanging. I am back with an update! And it is a really fun update. I am in a fantastic mood this Sunday afternoon. The weather is beautiful, the sun is shining, and it is causing my inner nerd to bloom.

I had a ton of fun making this video. The topic wasn’t very serious, so I could let my goofy nerd side shine. This video is on the physical changes I have had recently, but mostly it is me rambling in a fashion true to myself. I revel my mad ’study’ skillZ. I have no idea how I got a scholarship into university. I capture myself on camera National Geographic style. Avery in his natural habitat, behaving in true nerd fashion. I am really happy with the video. Watch it!

Yeah. I fell down. It wasn’t planned at all. I wasn’t even going to include that clip in the final video. I was going to record another one were I didn’t fall. But I decided that the one of me falling is the most truthful representation of who I am. I am that awkward on a regular basis.

I have decided to continue with the theme of wearing ball tees in the videos. I never purposely planned to only wear ball tees, but now that that pattern has started I am just going to go with it. I have A TON of those shirts and they make me feel handsome, so it works out well.

I hope you enjoyed the ‘dash away’ style of the video. Thanks for watching!

Your Dreamboat -

Aves


Mar 11 2010

Social Transition Update!

Avery Eros Finley

Surprise!!! An update! Your eyes are not deceiving you, I actually had time to make an upadate.

I am being hit with Spring Fever so hard. I am already suffering from hallucinations,  and I expect to break out into a rash soon. I can’t stop day dreaming about long boarding, skateboarding and biking. I am going to be outside ALL summer. I catch myself staring out the window at the shed that holds my motorcycle, James Dean. I am so excited for the rest of the snow to melt, and the gravel to be cleaned up. I want to get all greasy and oily doing the maintenance and clean up on James. All of my combined excitement for the adventures listed above does not match the excitement I feel about girls starting to wear short shorts and sun dresses. YES! I would like to dedicate anything productive and helpful I have ever done in my life to the girls in shorts shorts and sun dresses. I appreciate you, with every fiber of my being.

Okay! Anyways! Back to the point. I made videos for you! These two videos focus on the social aspect of my transition to date. Next week I will post a video updating about the physical stuff. I am going to the doctor tomorrow to get some small problems checked out. I will let you know what is going on in the video.

Here is part one of the video! In this half I talk about the social aspects of my transition. I am trying to find the balance between having privacy but not being stealth, all while educating and being open. I also break out my stern voice about proper pronoun usage.

Part two! I am not bi! I thought for a period of time that testosterone was going to make me attracted to guys, and I had prepared myself for that. But that hasn’t happened! I am now just more attracted to girls. I didn’t think was that even possible, because I have always really really really loved girls. I also discuss my awkward social skills, and the minor culture shock I am experiencing hanging out with straight people. I am trying my best to keep up and fit in with the new friends and experiences I am having.

Overall, life is amazing! I am so happy with my transition, and being recognized as a guy. So happy that I am always out enjoying it and having fun, which is why my updates have slowed down a bit. So you can’t hate me too much, I am finally getting  the chance to live the life I have always wanted.

I hope all of your lives are going wonderfully as well!

That is all for now Champs!

SUMMER!
Okay, I will explain that sudden outburst. By seeing the word summer, you thought of summer and all of its glory. A few hundred people will read this update and think of summer. Maybe, just MAYBE, all those collective thoughts will make summer happen quicker.

Think of the shorts shorts people! I am  going to leave you alone with those thoughts. Enjoy ;)

Your Pal,

Avery Eros Finley